We all try long-distance at some point. Whether the family moves, the friend group splinters when you all go off to different colleges or the best friend goes off to summer camp for a month while you’re stuck at home, we’ve all done it. For me, it first happened when I moved continents at age fourteen. It happened when I went off to college. It happened during my study abroad program to Amsterdam. It’s happening as friends graduate, go to grad school, find jobs, live lives. If there are three things I’ve learned from the relationships I’ve tried (and sometimes failed) to maintain long-distance, it’s these:
1) It doesn’t always work out
Sometimes, no matter how many promises you make to write faithfully, call, text, Skype, stay in touch, it just doesn’t work out. Somebody gets too busy, somebody else feels hurt, and before you know it, it’s been a few months since you contacted each other and you know what, one of you is completely okay with that. Being the other one is awful, but at some point, you have to move on. It’s painful and you can’t help wondering what you did wrong. I sometimes think that, although communications technology is wonderful, it puts you under more pressure to stay in touch. After all, something must have gone wrong if you couldn’t stay in touch with all these ways and means at your fingertips, right? Not really. People change and sometimes, a relationship just ends with not much reason and no rhyme at all.
2) Don’t cling
Because it’s so easy to see on social media where someone last breathed, it’s tempting to want to know exactly what your best friend has been up to in the last thirty seconds. You spent every minute of your time together before you were separated, didn’t you? So how can you live without knowing what outfit your best friend picked for today? Exaggerated, yes, but I’ve noticed that it’s tempting, if you’re the more communicative one in the relationship, to over-communicate. Friend hasn’t replied to your Facebook message of yesterday? Send another one about what you did today. No judgment, no why-aren’t-you-talking-to-me, just a friendly little reminder that you’re still here. But those reminders add up, and if you pile them up high enough, you could suffocate the life out of your friendship. Let the communication proceed at its own pace; don’t communicate just for the sake of communicating.
3) But still, don’t give up too soon
Don’t give up on a relationship just because you haven’t heard back in a while. People get busy, people get lazy, all sorts of things can come in the way of communication. Your relationship isn’t a failure because you said you’d email once a month and you haven’t emailed in six weeks. Let things develop and see what happens. Maybe the reason a friend hasn’t responded to the last three emails you’ve sent is because that friend has moved on. But maybe that friend just gets kind of lazy, but still really appreciates that you make the effort to keep writing. Whether things work out or not, as long as you feel you’ve done all you could to make a relationship work, you shouldn’t have regrets.